Hello everyone!
Sorry its been awhile since my last (first) post! September was CRAZY! I don't know where it went! I think the main reason it seemed to fly by was that at the end of August, our PO said the big S word - "Surgery". Our little Rachel needed to have surgery for the esotropia. The atropine drops in her strong eye (for 8 weeks) had worked to turn her weak eye back "on", but the muscles were still tight. So then it was time to cut. Yuck! My stomach lurched when he said that. I had two voices in my head: the stable, health-care worker voice was saying "this is an easy, quick, outpatient procedure. No big deal." Then the paranoid, panicky mom voice answered "Yea, but this is my 15-month baby girl!!!!! What about the anesthesia??? What if she has trouble waking up??? What if, what if, what if" It was non-stop. So most of the month was spent in anticipation of the 25th. I could go in to lots of detail, but lets just say that everything went really well, I am extremely happy to report. She had a little bit of a problem in the first stage recovery because she still had gunk in her lungs from a cold a month prior, but nothing major. The happy news is that her eyes are straight!! Now when she looks at me, both of her big, beautiful, blue eyes are looking right at me!!! That was a great feeling! We are now 2 weeks out, and there is just the tiniest bit of redness left in the inside corner of one eye. She didn't rub her eyes at all after the first day, and it seems like she's seeing better. Unfortunately we had to keep the glasses...I was kind of hoping to get rid of them but the "surgery just corrected what the glasses didn't" according to my PO. Sammy, her twin, doesn't have to wear glasses (yet) and he still messes with her's anytime he can get them away from her. I have noticed that she is peering over the top of them more often since the surgery, but I think that's primarily because the lenses are so scratched up they look like road maps!! The PO is going to check her prescription at our next appointment in a month, so we'll just keep dealing with these.
This surgery did get me to thinking though...
I wondered what the nystagmus surgery procedures were like, and if they would be beneficial for Rachel and Sam down the line? So, if anyone reads this and has gone through the nystagmus surgeries, I would really like to hear how it went for you. From what I've found on the internet (that good ol' trusty source), the surgery is mainly for kiddos who have a pretty significant head tilt to find their "quiet" point. It returns the null point with eyes in midline and might decrease the amplitude of the nystagmus but not the frequency...or something like that. Anyways, if you have any comments on this surgery, please let me know. I have seen threads about this on the discussion board before, so I'll go back and read those more closely.
My other question was related to the esotropia surgery. Has anyone gone through this surgery - then had to do it again later? Our PO said it was about 80% effective the first time, so I'm just curious if anyone has experienced that.
One my last posting, I think I talked about how Sammy seems to have some depth perception difficulties. He had been getting down to crawl over the cracks in sidewalks or changes in floor texture rather then stepping over them for about 2-3 weeks in August. But he's not doing that anymore, so now I don't know if its depth perception or just unsure about how to maneuver in his environment. Does anyone else have problems figuring out if the behaviors you observe in your kiddos with OCA are related to their reported vision problems, or just part of being a kid? I have trouble with that all the time. If the kids didn't have nystagmus, you'd have a hard time convincing me that they have vision problems right now.
One a daily note, I'm happy to report that we have officially entered toddlerhood...and all I can say is that I hope we survive the next 2-3 years!!
We have started to witness temper tantrums, fights over toys, hitting, biting, and "divide-and-conquer" techniques. The kids are in to everything, love to climb on furniture, and have to taste everything they find. But we're also getting the running hugs, toddler-ese conversations, twin-to-twin hugs, blowing kisses, and new words every week, so we're still having lots of fun.
Anyways, that's all for tonight. I'm looking forward to hearing what other people have experienced with nystagmus or esotropia surgeries.